3 AM Check In

I just got home and checked the internet and it says Trump won his race.  Well, I hope it’s true.  I’m a little surprised that the networks have called it.  Well, specifically FOX called it.  But I see that Kamala hasn’t conceded yet so maybe they still have some cards to play.

Well, we’ll see.  I have to get back to work early so I won’t have much time to post until later tomorrow.  I think I’ll let this sink in.  Another Trump term.  That might be interesting.

Maybe Kamala Really is Toast

I was watching this video and it seems that even Democrat pundits are becoming alarmed by the early voting numbers.

So, this is nothing to bet the farm on but it will be hilarious if it pans out.  I was thinking, What the hell would Kamala do if she lost?  I mean who would ever employ a pathetic loser like her?

Maybe Hillary and Kamala could form some kind of consulting company.  Their specialty could be losing to Donald Trump and laughing maniacally to deflect embarrassing questions.

And if they added Joe Biden to the firm they’d really have something to amazing.

Seriously, I’ve been ridiculously busy for the last couple of weeks so I don’t have a good feel for how the race is actually going.  But regardless of whether Trump could actually produce the changes he says he wants to create, if he wins this election the screeching that will go on in cat lady land will be epic.  It will eclipse the crap-fest that erupted in 2016.

I remember fondly the best-of videos with the likes of Rachel Maddow and  Miley Cyrus howling and barking at the moon.  It would certainly make for a marvelous early Christmas present if we could have a repeat in November.

It’s understood that Trump winning the election will not in any way guarantee our escape from Deep State.  They’ve already demonstrated their ability to undermine even a wildly popular president.  Chances are they’ll resort to something much more deadly than COVID.  Probably some kind of combination of small pox and Ebola.

But even if we can’t win we can still enjoy the spectacle of the “ladies” on The View and the whole cast of MSNBC including Morning Schmoe and Lycra Spandexy inveighing against the Orange Man and vowing to resist with all the fervor of their black hearts.

So just to remind us, this could be a taste of things to come.

Penny Portraits in the Crowd

“It was the best of times. It was the worst of times.”  That Dickens had a way with words.  He could turn a phrase that people are still using a century and a half later.  And the characters he created; Ebenezer Scrooge, Fagin, Mr. Micawber, The Ghost of Christmas Present, Uriah Heep, Wackford Squeers, Jacob Marley and all the rest.  Some fully fleshed out and some mere pencil sketches but all highly evocative of the world that Dickens created from his London and the world view he imagined within it.

I could really use his gifts right now.  I have about three days of awfulness ahead of me and really nothing to write about.  Or rather my brains are too scrambled to produce a coherent essay from the experiences I’m immersed in.  And there are all kinds of characters.  Some would make fine character sketches, with their stereotypical behavior and odd tics.

Today I briefly met people of all stripes.  Young and old; rich and poor; Left and Right; apparently normal and obviously insane.  Like a kaleidoscope, they flashed by with just enough time to reveal some small facet of their personalities.  And consistently, the most interesting people are in the middle.  They’re not the weirdest or the best dressed.  But they’re always the easiest to talk to.  They’re the most American.  And they’re the easiest to deal with.  The elites are always disconcerted when they have to deal with other people one on one.  It’s all such a bore.  They just want to pay someone else, “to take care of all that.”  And the opposite pole; the broken people are all over the field.  They’re angry or crazy or just too confused to be understood.  You can pity them and wish they could be helped but at this point we can barely help our own.

Probably the most pleasant moment was when a young woman with two children came in.  A boy and a girl, respectively six and five years old.  The kids were engaged in a low-level battle that you could tell must have been their continuous state.  The mom just grabbed each of them with one of her arms and carried them along like two bundles of firewood as they still tried to reach each other to battle.  I said to her, “Those are both good ages.”  And she laughed but nodded her head and said, “Yeah they make my day fun.”

A little while later a very well-dressed man came in pushing some kind of very expensive looking wagon that contained two little boys.  They were somewhere in the age range of four to six years old.  The two boys spent every minute throwing things out of the wagon onto the ground.  And the father dutifully retrieved this jetsam almost continuously.  Finally in utter exasperation he started yelling and threatening to withhold their toys.  But they ignored his threats and continued to toss these items overboard.  And completely defeated he handed back the ejected items with an expression of utter resignation.

And then there was the freak show.  Blue hair, large metal rings drooping down from the nose and various other facial piercings.  There was a lot of weird squawking and involuntary noises along with strangely discordant singing.  There were parents with grown children who seemed to just accept whatever weirdness escaped from their progeny.  And then there were even cases of multi-generational weirdness.

When you look at a cross-section of our society it’s easy to see that things have changed for the worse.  But it’s also clear who will survive and who isn’t going to make it.  What Dickens could have done with this crew.

Berries and Tech Stuff and Trump, Oh My!

Sunday, Monday and Tuesday will be a marathon for your truly so I might as well say a few words about whatever I think of to talk about now.  This balmy weather has been amazing.  And whenever I get a few minutes outside it puts a smile on my face.  Today I walked past the garden with the red raspberries and what do you think?  There were a ton of them ripened on the plants.  I tried to carry them in my hands but they kept dropping so I filled up my hat.  I got a pint or so and I’m sure Camera Girl will wash them and serve them as dessert tonight.

I decided to try a couple of focus bracketing shots with the A7 IV’s new firmware upgrade.  I’ll be processing the results later on today.  I put together a phony indoor version of the autumn ground cover, complete with pine needles and cones, acorns and a bunch of leaves and dead flowers.  Very evocative.  Then I took a dead Luna moth from last summer and threw it on top.  I hoping it produces a nice effect.  But more importantly I want to see how the stacking program handles the files I made.

If I use a small number of files (30 – 50) the program can crunch through the image processing in a short time.  But I think one of them was 150 files.  I know it will take a long time but I’m not sure it won’t have the AI equivalent of a nervous breakdown.  I’m looking forward to the results.

Speaking of technology issues, a couple of weeks ago my generic MP3 player gave up the ghost.  Since then, I ‘ve only been able to listen to the music from my collection in the car.  I bought a new and improved device a week or two ago but being a broken-down engineer from the 20th century every time I have to interface with equipment it has mutated again into an unrecognizable form.  I’m sure this new device will not work with my earphones or carrying device of something else.  It’s funny how quickly I became a Luddite.

I was talking to an old friend today and he asked me about my plans for the election.  He’s going to be on a zoom call during the results period.  I told him I’ll be incommunicado until probably 12:30 am.  He gave me his condolences for this situation but I told him I’m glad I won’t be covering the vigil.  On reflection, he agreed saying it will probably be a week-long marathon involving lawyers and rioting and other absurdities.  Best not to get too caught up in the ballyhoo.  After all, if Trump wins, they’ll do everything the can to stop his agenda.  And if he loses, I’ll have bigger fish to fry.

Well, here’s my post for Sunday.  If I can get three more in the can I can try and cover the interregnum and spare Orion’s Cold Fire from the ignominy of dead air.  But in the words of Bob Wiley and Dr Leo Marvin, “Baby steps, baby steps.”

Best Served Up Cold

“The thousand injuries of Fortunato I had borne as I best could, but when he ventured upon insult I vowed revenge.”

“from hell’s heart I stab at thee; for hate’s sake I spit my last breath at thee.”

“For the love of God, Montresor!”  “Yes,” I said, “for the love of God!”

cask

Revenge is perhaps the strongest vice in my soul.  I come by it honestly.  I think it’s an ingrained family trait.  Revenge and spite are as native to me as breathing.  And I feel the urge for revenge at all levels of existence.  I equally despise the rude coworker and the oligarch who despises and demeans the deplorable masses.  And what my heart craves is revenge.  Not fairness or justice or an apology.  I long for Nemesis to strike down hubris.  And strike it down out of all proportion to the offense.

Of course, the opportunity to indulge such a passion rarely occurs without the necessity of paying a very high price for the privilege of stabbing from hell’s heart.  But the desire is still there even if the intellect steps between the doer and the deed and declares the price too high.

And so, when I think of the contempt that our elites feel for us my instinct is to imagine a way to hit back at them.  So, for instance, when they revel in the pain they inflict by flooding a town in Ohio with twenty thousand Haitians or a suburb in Minnesota with Somalis my sense of outrage wants to see Martha’s Vineyard or Bel Air or Weston Massachusetts suddenly overrun by meth addicts and Congolese.

And not because it would be a teachable moment whereby these people would learn a lesson but rather so they would become the victims of the same dysfunction that they so carelessly wished upon the fellow citizens that they despise so heartily.  But I realize that this is just a fantasy.  The wealth and power these people possess preclude them from suffering the consequences they so richly deserve.  It would take the dissolution of the United States to bring about the “comeuppance” I crave.  And so, I would be wishing for the toppling of the very place that I live in.  It would be like a Roman citizen rooting for Atilla the Hun during the fifth century.

And yet, there are documents that preserve that very sentiment by a character out of history.  That was exactly what the Greek historian Priscus recorded back in 450 A.D.  I guess the question comes down to whether revenge is more important than safety.  Or maybe whether honor is more important than food.

And the funny thing is, I’m beginning to lean toward honor.  Being a despised freak in the Left’s menagerie is getting to be less and less tolerable.  If the Russians and Chinese finished off World War III, would I really be worse off than I am now?  The rational answer is yes.  Even surviving Doomsday in Southern New England is a very doubtful proposition.  Forget about thriving.  Making believe that isn’t true would be delusional.  And yet, a part of me says, “let’s get on with it.”

Well, the dark night of the soul is upon me but don’t worry nobody has shared the codes for the nuclear football with me.  So, sleep deeply oligarchs.  Your time is not yet up.

Dream Big

Another long day and another late-night post.  I didn’t see anything on the news-side worth discussing.  The pundits are milking the 50/50 presidential race for all it’s worth.  Trump, Harris!  Nobody knows how it will turn out!  Oh, woe is me!

Well, I’ll be busy right through 11/6 so I can wait for the result or the lack of a result on Election Day.

But what I’m waiting to see is who will step forward and provide real-life solutions for thriving in the post-freedom, post-affluence America.

And maybe I’m looking for something that can’t possibly exist.  But it seems to me that there are shards of the glory that was America strewn across the landscape of this country and if some visionary gathers them up and recombines them into something new but based on the old pattern, then he could assemble a foundation for a resurgent American identity.

Maybe one of the southern states can act as the incubator for some kind of resurgence.  DeSantis has Florida showing signs of taking the lead on questions of freedom and cultural sanity.  And economically it is showing strength.  Or maybe Texas will take the lead.

But that is what needs to happen.  We can no longer expect the United States as a whole to move in the right direction.  Powerful forces have decided to destroy the middle class in support of the looting of the stored-up wealth of this country by the elites.  We have to band together under the leadership of some clear-thinking individual who has a plan for saving the middle class and restoring this country to health.  Who knows?  If he is defeated in November maybe Donald Trump will attempt to fill that role.  That is assuming he isn’t tossed in jail by his enemies.  Or maybe it’ll be a group headed up by Elon Musk and others.  There have already been hints at something like this happening.

I’ll admit I have no proof for this idea.  Maybe nothing will happen and we’ll just drift down the wind toward a larger version of the post-WWII Britain where drab socialist ideas were allowed to turn Britain into a shadow of its former self.

But I think there is still an enormous amount of entrepreneurial dynamism diffused in the people who live here and with the right catalyst very great things could still be achieved.  And so, regardless of whether Trump or Harris is declared the winner in Tuesday’s little passion play, I think the next big development in our society will not be authored by the political establishment but rather targeted against that establishment.

Some will say I’m looking for a strongman; a Caesar.  And in a sense, I am.  But not in the way that Caesar ruled.  Rather I am looking for a man to declare war against the oligarchy that seeks to destroy the middle class.  I’m looking for someone who is plotting an American renaissance.  Someone who can harness the energy that still exists in this country and direct it and concentrate it on the problems that we are currently facing.

That’s a big question mark.  But I like to dream big.

A Modern Prometheus

Got home real late but have tomorrow off so I’m cudgeling my brains for a good topic.  And since I’ve been running my series of horror movie reviews for October, I considered finishing off the Universal monster movie triumvirate by reviewing Frankenstein.

But Camera Girl was watching the Yankees World Series game and since they were down 0-3 in the series and would be eliminated if they lost tonight, I didn’t have the heart to refuse her control of the tv.  As it worked out, New York had an orgy of hitting including a grand slam to take the game 11-4.  There was much rejoicing by Camera Girl but I think she understands that no team has ever come back from an 0-3 deficit to win the Series.  But let her enjoy the moment.

As for Frankenstein, at its core Mary Shelley’s book is another meditation on the Renaissance civilization in Europe substituting science for God.  Well, since Renaissance civilization lately seems to be in full retreat, maybe God is sending his reply.

But properly considered, the idea that Man has replaced God with human intelligence is sort of laughably ridiculous.  Every time we are told that biologists have cracked the code that will allow us to cure cancer or reverse aging or turn men into women and vice versa, our efforts are shown to be abysmally inadequate.  We talk about uploading our consciousness into the internet to allow us to live forever but we don’t even know what consciousness is or for instance, how a memory from our childhood persists throughout our lives, or even whether it exists in one brain cell or many.

And when we consider the unimaginable size of even the portion of the known universe that we’ve already observed, the idea that we can become like God should quickly evaporate from our minds.  From my point of view, the fact that we exist separated from even the nearest star by about twenty-four trillion miles of empty space make me feel like we are an experiment locked into a terrarium that we can’t escape from.

Of course, maybe escaping from our ant farm is part of our testing.  Maybe on one of the planets in the Centauri system is a message in English or Proto-Indo-European saying, “Well done.  Now here is a clue to get you to level three.”  Maybe God has a sense of humor and he wants to let us in on the joke.  Maybe some day he’ll give us a book that explains why we can’t avoid childhood cancer, endless war, telemarketers and Joy Reid.  Maybe after we die suddenly everything will make sense and we can stop worrying about the war between men and women, type two diabetes and the national debt.

Well, tomorrow is my last chance to review Frankenstein.  I better get some sleep so I’ll be ready to report truthfully on the incomparable acting skills and technique of Boris Karloff and Colin Clive.  On second thought maybe I should just concentrate on the cool noises and flashing lights in Henry Frankenstein’s electrical glassware display in Germany (I mean Hollywood).

What’s Going to Happen?

I intended to review “Sleepy Hollow” tonight for “October Viewing.”  But I haven’t seen it since it was in the theaters many years ago and it was too late tonight to watch it because I have work Monday.  So, I have to come up with something else to talk about.

Alright, let’s see.

So, the snipers didn’t get Trump at Madison Square Garden.  That’s good!  Because in a little more than a week we’ll get to do the Election Day charade.  Maybe they’ll let him win or maybe they won’t.  I’m beginning to think they will let him win because they think they can make him the fall guy.  It wouldn’t be so hard.  The economy is in tatters.  It’ll take months to even begin to clear the wreckage they’ve already made of things.  But I’ll confess, I’m curious to see if Trump really has a plan to fix the economy and also fix the Deep State.  And when I say “fix” the Deep State, I mean it in the same sense that you send your dog to be “fixed” by the vet.

After all, these people have been after him for more than eight years.  Maybe he’s just crazy enough to come back at them with both guns blazing.  Now that would be delicious.  Taking away their prestigious and lucrative perches in the intelligence agencies and State Department would be a very good start to hitting back at them.  My only hope is that this time he’s ready to appoint men who are loyal to him but also have the smarts needed to dismantle the government bureaus that need demolishing.  I’m not sure he is ready to do this but I’d like to find out.

So, we’ve got another week or so to fantasize about what he could do if he wins.  If he loses, he’s going to jail.  They’ll take away his money and they’ll put him in prison for the rest of his life.  And the rest of the world will see our country for what it is; just another thugocracy.  But one where the thugs go to Harvard, or at least Yale.  And that will be a “teachable moment” as that “fraud from Chicago” used to say.  Anyone who grew up in the middle class will understand that the fairy tale they used to tell us about America is just that; a grifter’s tale that helps them fleece the rubes.

But what we are seeing is that America was special because we thought it was special.  If we no longer believe in that exceptionalism then quite honestly it won’t be.  People were willing to cooperate to build a better world for their children.  But if they’ve revealed that they don’t even want us to have children then all bets are off.  Instead of cooperation they’ll find competition.  Competition to loot whatever is left of the patrimony that prior generations built up.  We’ll be looking for our piece of the pie.

And don’t even imagine that these people will send their sons to fight in someone else’s wars.  That’s just ridiculous.  The trust fund kids told us back in 2001 that it wasn’t their job to fight George W. bush’s wars.  Well, it’s time for us to return the favor.  Send the Venezuelan gang-bangers to fight in Ukraine or wherever else you want to start a war.  It won’t be our kids.  We have better things for them to do.

So, let’s enjoy the ride.  There seems to be a certain amount of angst in the Harris camp.  Maybe someone told them what’s going to happen after the 5th of November.  Now we’ll find out too.